my parents are honestly big time assholes. there isn’t a day that goes by without my mom bitching at me. all they complain about is money and how all i do is go out with Marco. i never ask for money from her. i don’t go out with Marco unless he asks me to, and i ask permission from her and that’s only been like 2 or 3 times. i don’t even get to see him. I see him at lunch sometimes. and right after practice we come straight home. my mom bitches about me ditching and shit just to hang out with him. she complains about me going to my dad to ask for things. yet when i ask her for something she says to ask my dad. i ask my dad and she says that i’m stupid for going to him. and that if i were smart enough i’d go spend the weekend at his house. but she doesn’t want me to be over at my dad’s cus tht just makes it seem like i don’t have a home. the days she has off, she only takes advantage of it to bitch at me about not doing anything at home. that i have nothing to worry about. and that how is it that i don’t have time to do anything at home. umm excuse me, i go to school 10 hrs a day including practice. that’s more than you okay. school is like a part time job that doesn’t pay you. so stop bitching at me saying i have nothing to worry about. Marco brings me home you go crazy and shit. i get home everyday at 6:30 the latest. i have homework to do. and if you didn’t know i have 5 classes to do hw for and it’s not easy. i need to eat. i need to shower. and i need to get my stuff ready for the next day. i am usually never home. i just come here to sleep. and my mom expects me to clean up the mess?’ yea i didn’t do that shit, why shld i clean up after anyone else. i’m not your freaken slave. the days i have free i want to hang out with friends and she says no. wtf might as well lock me up in a dungeon! and now you’re saying Marco has to come ask you permission to bring me home from school. he lives right behind me and we get out at the same time. be glad you don’t have to pick me up. is he gonna have to ask you for permission to haw sex with me? yea i don’t think so. then there’s my dad. he treats me like if i were any other person. he even said it straight up he idn’t want anything to do with me. just when he needs something, that’s when i magically become his daughter. umm wtf!?’ but yet he’s getting all that tax money from my ssn and not giving me one cent from there. he goes into a rage when he finds out Marco buys me stuff. it’s like dude chill. you go buy it for me then. sometimes i wish i can just leave far far far away from them. school is my only escape from hell. i do sports only so i won’t have to come home early and see my mother’s face. or have to come home with her bitching at me. after practice all tht rushes to my head is that i’m going to get home soon, and i’m going to have to see my mom. i wish there was more i can do so i won’t have to come home. the really sad part about this is that i don’t get along with either of my parents. not even my step dad. i’m tired of their bs. i can’t wait till i graduate so i can move far away from them and not have to talk to them everyday and shit. i just had to vent on here. cus everyone’s asleep.