I suffer in silence. I don't cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It's because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I'm just a fuck up with a good heart.
I feel as if I’m not close to anyone anymore. I just wander and roam around. I don’t have one definite group of best friends. All I ever have are good friends and acquaintances. Always forgotten and replaced.
No one ever had, I’m always the one that notices when you’re sad, and you don’t even tell me, I just know.When I ask you what is wrong? You don’t tell me, you tell someone else. You guys, think I’m happy all the time, I’m not, I’m just good at hiding it. It really does suck, when all my friends,…
There are nights where I look at old pictures and reminisce on the fond memories, but that’s what I’ve come to realize. They’re memories and nothing more. Our relationship has both changed us. In some positive ways and some not so much. I realized that you’re not the person I fell for. As time went on, you just became a completely different person and became further and further away from the person I wanted to date. I thought to myself, “why am I crying over a memory, especially one who isn’t worth it?” So, with that being said. I wish you the best, but I now know that I deserve better. It was nice being with the old you, but like they say, out with the old and in with the new.
How do those girls that are in a relationship then break up and get another boyfriend a week later do it?
How do they move on so quick?
I can bearly get over my first real
breakup and those girls go from guy to guy in seconds.